Monday, October 13, 2008

My Trepidation

Have you ever been so scared in your life, you can't even think? Or...you keep thinking about it, can't seem to stop, and it bothered the hell out of you? 

Have you ever been scared shitless, you had to work yourself to exhaustion just so you'd have no more energy left when night falls, so you can just drift off to sleep and evade one more night of unending worry? 

When was the last time fear took over your entire existence that it paralyzed you, and had precluded your every opportunity of having peace of mind, and even the simple act of being happy?


Right now, I am very very terrified. God help me as I face this fear.

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